In that dark and turbulent world, Trigger is like a piece of ice, floating on the sea of ​​war and gunpowder, lonely and cold. Her eyes are like a blade, sharp and cold, as if she is not moved by anyone. No one really understands the pain behind her, and no one can even see through her frozen heart. And under her cold and hard shell, there is a broken and fragile soul, full of unspeakable loneliness and struggle. She is a warrior, an orphan, and a wound that has never healed.

Chapter 1: Silent sorrow under the cold appearance

Trigger, as an S-level agent in “Zero”, is a person who is destined to be unable to communicate with ordinary people. Her strength undoubtedly makes everyone afraid, but her indifference and self-restraint make her more like a bystander, a character who is left out. She never takes the initiative to share any emotions with others, and has never really shown weakness. Her appearance is like a cold wind blowing, making the air around her freeze instantly. Every move and every word she made was full of rationality and calculation, as if she had already put her emotions behind her.

However, it was this cold appearance that concealed her extreme fragility. Trigger’s indifference was not innate, but because she received extremely harsh training and life in her early years. She grew up in blood and fire, and experienced pain and choices that ordinary people could not imagine. In this process, she learned to isolate herself from everything around her, becoming both strong and lonely. She was fearless, but she had no one to rely on.

This repressive life became an invisible barrier between Trigger and the outside world. She never wanted to communicate deeply with anyone, and she did not allow herself to expose a trace of weakness at any time. In her view, emotions were nothing but a burden, and fragility was nothing but a prelude to death. Therefore, she ignored the emptiness in her heart and always adhered to the seemingly unshakable indifference.

Chapter 2: Pain and repression: hidden wounds behind the battle

Trigger’s heart was not without fluctuations. She had also longed for an intimate relationship and a warm touch. However, these wishes have long been suppressed deep inside, becoming increasingly blurred with each mission and battle. Her repression of emotions is not only due to the coldness of the outside world, but also because of her deep fear of her own fragility. She is afraid of expressing her emotions and being seen by others in her inner pain, because this means that she will have to face the past that she no longer dares to look at.

Every time she finishes a battle, emptiness and loneliness surge into her heart like darkness, piercing every nerve in her body. She has no time to think about these emotions, nor is she willing to face them. For Trigger, fighting is the only way out, the only way for her to avoid facing her own pain. Every time in front of the enemy’s corpse, she seems to be able to temporarily forget the cracks in her heart, but these cracks do not disappear with the battle. They are still hidden in her heart, waiting for an outbreak at some point.

She tried to escape, escape the inner pain that could not be eliminated. She never really understood herself, she was just completing tasks and wasting time. And after each battle, what she experienced was not only the fall of the enemy, but also her own constantly lost emotions.

Chapter 3: Cracks and awakening of the heart: Finding oneself from indifference

However, in the endless repression and fighting, Trigger finally began to feel the cracks in her heart at some point. During a mission, she finally could no longer suppress the desire for care from others – a desire she had never dared to face, nor allowed herself to touch. However, fate arranged for her to come into contact with a companion who showed concern for her during the mission. Although the concern was few words, it caused great fluctuations in her heart.

She felt her dependence on others, and the long-lost warmth seemed to make her reborn from the long winter. But at the same time, it also brought great fear and confusion. She began to question herself, whether this surge of emotion meant that she would become fragile and unable to control herself again. Her fear of her own heart and her avoidance of external emotions formed a huge conflict. This dependence made her feel strange and painful, and she had never really faced such emotions.

However, this emotional awakening was the starting point for her to move towards self-cognition. Through this touch, she gradually realized that indifference and escape were not the solution to the problem. Her heart is not completely cold and hard, she is still a living soul, she still has emotions, but these emotions are deeply hidden in her heart.

Chapter 4: Breaking the Ice and Self-Healing: Regaining the Power of Humanity

As the plot progresses, Trigger gradually breaks the cracks in the ice in her heart. She began to understand that she was not a fighting machine, but an ordinary person with emotions. She realized that emotions were not a sign of weakness, but a force that supported her to go on, which could help her get out of the emptiness in her heart and rediscover the value of her existence. She began to learn to accept her own fragility, allow herself to show her weak side in front of others, and gradually put down the overly cold mask.

Her transformation was slow and difficult, but she continued to try and work hard. After each battle, she learned to stop and think, learned to face her inner pain, and learned to release those long-suppressed emotions. She is no longer the warrior who only uses fighting as an excuse to escape from inner loneliness, but a woman who begins to face herself and learn to connect with others.

Conclusion: Brokenness and Rebirth: The Dawn of the Future

Trigger’s story tells a transformation from coldness to warmth, and tells how a warrior with a broken heart goes on to heal herself. Her change is not only about regaining humanity from indifference, but also a profound spiritual rebirth. Although her heart is still full of pain and struggle, she is no longer the image that is suppressed by herself, but a warm and emotional individual.

Her transformation is a journey full of hope, and this journey may not end at a certain moment. Her heart will continue to be intertwined with fighting and emotions, and continue to find a balance between brokenness and reconstruction. The road ahead is still full of challenges and uncertainties, but in any case, Trigger has found her way to warmth and self-salvation.